Connecting The Dots

Date: <2026-10-05> (21:48) <- How I am *used* doing TimeStamps.

I still do not know when to use an index.md or an _index.md or if I even want to continue using .md files in the first place. I really prefer my .org files, but Hugo doesn’t seem to like them that much and there I go again! I am even people pleasing a piece of software on my computer now! *laughz* I won’t get into the conversation of how I started using Emacs to begin with, after being a Neovim person for over a decade or so. But believe me, it is one of those dots that do connect to this topic actually. It is actually one of those things that most people do not pay that much attention to, and deserves more credit than it receives most of the time. Kinda like me!

Which is why I often feel the need to spend some of Miah Most Valuable Asset, also known as *Time* in order to write documents such as these. Not to mention, as I often do anyways, I have the AuDHD. So, yeah… My brain is just naturally all over the place to begin with. The main problem with this though, is not really that I *Have* the AuDHD so much as that I did not know that I *Had* it until rather late in life. Because you know what they say? (Autistic Self: They say too much really, they need to shut the hell up!) I believe they say

“You Can’t Teach Old Dogs New Tricks” –TheySay

But it has been proven on MythBusters, that you can in fact, teach old dogs new tricks. Albeit it is not as easy as teaching a young puppy, but it *IS* possible NoneTheLess. But again, this is not even so much that I have to learn new tricks. No, this is more like trying to let go of forty or so some years of bad habbits, while learning new tricks, trying to remember not to pee on the carpet, and old bladders just don’t hold it as well as they used to… And damn! Why did I get smacked on the nose with the newspaper this time?! *Laughz* So…

I had just caught the fact that I am not writing about anything that I had intended to when I first created this document. It’s 22:15 now and I started at 21:48, so only about a half an hour! I am getting quicker! Which just so happens to be another one of those dots that I am about to connect for you real soon! But, in all honesty, my connecting of the dots aren’t paying my bills, and in today’s society, that it heavily frowned upon! So, I must not *only* fight to remain sober, but I also must fight to remain \sane\ as well! Because, the true definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results…

Society Does *NOT* Give A Damn!

And those dots, my friend, will have to wait for another day to be connected on this site… Now, where was I? I really dislike the word *“Can’t”* and I do, do my very best, *NOT* to use it… *BUT!* God, grant me the serenity to accept the things… No, let me rephrase this…

“God, grant *US* the *Serenity* to accept the things that *WE* cannot change. The *Courage* to change the things that we can, and the *Wisdom* to know the difference.”

Now, it probably does not Sir Prize you to hear that on a website named [[https://HighSobriety.OnLine]](High Sobriety Online) and it probably does not Sir Prize you to know that there are *A LOT* of people that say that little prayer… Over, and over… Over, and over… And over, and over and over and over and over again! And the majority of them do not even know what it *truly* means to actually be *Serene* in the first place. And we won’t even start talking about the *Wisdom* to know the difference part. *Coughs*

#+date: <2026-10-05> (22:50) #+author: Autistic -And- Foolish Lee

p.s. I apparently had it backwards! It is like this High Sobriety Online apparently and not the way that I had it, but hrmm that is almost the way that I had it… *AND* Apparently, if I write a p.s. in between to sets of —s it is considered frontmatter, even at the end of the document! Good to know! *Laughz*

#+date: <2026-10-05> (22:55) #+author: Autistic -And- Foolish Lee